School's dramas

Hey there :) Secondary school, *sigh* too many dramas.  I hope I can survive :/ There's currently a girl, who is, literally ruining my life. F U girl. Well, not gonna tell her name, this is too public though. Only Maria Amalia knows. I hope that she does not tell others about that girl to anyone. I need a bestfriend, true bestfriend. The one that calls me the only bestfriend, or babyboo, or whatever. That hatred moment bila orang yang I anggap sebagai bestfriend panggil orang lain bestfriend. Sorry to the ones yang rapat sangat sangat dengan I :/ Harap korang faham lah kan, sebab korang memang rapat dengan I. I can't trust any of my friends, I'm not God, so I have no idea if one of them is talking about me. I don't like when people treat me like shit. I hate it when my close friends have their awesome conversations without me, I feel really really alone right now, and nobody even cares. Usually, I'm the one who will start the conversation. Yes, I tak adalah popular macam korang, but treat me nicely, or I'll do the opposite. I tak lawa, I sedar k :D Lagi bagus jadi budak yang tak lawa daripada budak lawa yang tak tahu guna muka dia sendiri :P Someone, I really want a book, so I can write what I felt inside there, but it's not a diary -no way-  I setakat jadi budak yang tengok conversations orang lain dekat Twitter jeww :D Diaorang yang lain kesah apa en, semua dah lupa dekat kita, nak buat macam mana~