Living a hard time

Hi :) I don't know, this title, okay I'll just continue my story. I'm a 13 years old girl, I'm new to this secondary school thingy. New subjects, new life. There's a boy who I just knew, like me. Okay it's damn awkward. I don't want to tell you his name, some of you guys may know who it is. Okay, shuuushhh! Seriously, it's uncomfortable for me nak couple-couple ni, and saya bukan budak baik. Dulu, I'm so stupid as hell so pandai pandai je nak couple :3 I want to be single until I'm 20. No, seriously. So, first day of school, first week of school, well it's kinda cool. Homework is such a mood killer. And to Super Junior, you changed my life like crazy xD Nothing is an excitement except you guys, and my parents. When I go to the shopping mall or the theme park, I'll always imagine that you guys are with me, okay saya sudah gila xD And my brothers, I hate them more than always. They always point their dirty finger at me since I'm the youngest. Seriously, fuck my life. Bila internet jadi slow, I juga yang kena. I cuma buka Tumblr, Twitter and Youtube je. APA YANG BUAT DIA JADI SLOW AH? Kau buka sampai beribu tabs tu takpe pula eh? Fuck you. Tambah lagi abang lagi satu yang tengah main PS3. Again, since I'm the youngest, I nak cakap apa? If I'm mad, I'll always tersalah cakap, and they'll laugh at me. Shit they're damn cruel. I hate being the person who's always being blame. Mum and dad, you guys will never experience the life being the youngest. Please lah tanya your brothers macam mana jadi the youngest. I'm begging you guys, protect me. I really want to be 18 right now so I can leave this house. But I don't want to leave my parents. Well someday I'll explode and you brothers, will hear what would I want to say