Hi, I'm not sure but this is gonna be a long story. Hope you stay :) A combination of sadness and happiness, hihi enjoy^^

Okay, firstly, I've got a message from My God. I dreamt about it, I don't know, last week? Dreamt about an old lady who have my face and the body of my grandmother. Pretty scary. In that dream, when I'm cursing, that old lady gave me a smirk, a heavenly but scary smirk! And the last part is when my babysitter said this to me, "Haa tu maksudnya Allah suruh solat betul-betul". Then, I woke up from my sleep. I thought these days I've prayed seriously but Allah knows better :) And from now on, nak solat betul betul x)

The more mature I get, the less I know what's the meaning of friends. I can't trust anyone. Except my parents, my babysitter and my cats...and my brothers. I hate my brothers but I can't live without them. I want someone to tell me that I'm her one and only bestfriend and forever will be. I'm waiting for that moment to come. All of my friends have betrayed me, ALL. They never consider me as they're bestfriend even though I did. Fake friends will never know my feelings. Although I'm being true to them, they'll never realise until they see my tears. Masa tu juga baru nak pujuk pujuk whatever lah. I really really hate betrayal. Hey, don't be surprised  when I'm gone. Urghh, I really want to go to Korean and start a new life there.

Is this post long enough? Okay I don't care xD Bye.